On May 31st, I woke with a much different mindset than I have today. I spent the morning planning our third pregnancy announcement and deciding what our two oldest girls should wear while holding our baby’s 2nd ultrasound picture. I met my husband at the OB’s office and excitedly paid for the Heartbeat Bear. I was thrilled to be able to have such a precious memento for the girls. I almost jumped out of the chair when the ultrasound tech called my name. I remember talking a mi